everyone goes through this phase at some point in their life.
we dont want it but it is just a part and parcel of life.
regaining is sometimes possible, sometimes it will never be.
some are replacable, some are never.
where are you now?
Sunday, September 30, 2007
CNLWE Concert
went for the concert last night and was slightly disappointed in the first half by the tuning mistakes and the rather lacklustre of the music. eventually found out that it was colin's first time conducting and the hall also just had the air conditioning turned on right before the concert, so its rather acceptable that there were such mistakes. the temperature can sure wreak havoc on the tuning of the instruments.
had a nice surprise at the end, when colin proposed to kexin. hehe... kudos to him for having the bravery and its nice to see a sweet couple getting together in holy matrimony. kexin blushed like crazy during the encore piece! haha.. hope that she will join us for intempo next year.
Pastor Francis turned the night around i have to say. next time, have him as the emcee!!
on the sidenote... makes me appreciate mr leonard tan, ian lum, and mr darence leng a lot more.
thank you all for creating a space to enjoy music...
had a nice surprise at the end, when colin proposed to kexin. hehe... kudos to him for having the bravery and its nice to see a sweet couple getting together in holy matrimony. kexin blushed like crazy during the encore piece! haha.. hope that she will join us for intempo next year.
Pastor Francis turned the night around i have to say. next time, have him as the emcee!!
on the sidenote... makes me appreciate mr leonard tan, ian lum, and mr darence leng a lot more.
thank you all for creating a space to enjoy music...
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Monday, September 17, 2007
mid sem break
is just around the corner so its time to get down and lock down things studies wise.
35 more days to O levels. stop freaking out would you? you are freaking me out too!
35 more days to O levels. stop freaking out would you? you are freaking me out too!
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
posting at 0430
why am i posting at this really insane time of the day, i dont have any answers for you.
it has been a really long time since i've blogged using longer sentences instead of singular or short phrases as means to remind myself of things that have happened in my life and things that i should remember in my heart and mind. somehow, i feel that what i'm about to write does not come close to what i really want to say, because no matter how much i write about things, somehow, the point isn't quite there to me.
有些时候，以华文来表达自己的心声会比较容易一些些，但有时也无法把心声完全地表达出来，还有很多事情就是无法以文笔来说出来。很多事情过了，也算了。有些事情你是会遗憾终身，但也有些事情会让你一想起它就会无法停止嘴角往上移动。虽然应该做的，我们都知道应该做些什么，但是往往也就是无法完成，造成遗憾。
doesn't make much sense there doesn't it? talking with myself there and not quite making a point. there have been many losses in life, and many more to come, yet at the same time, you gain something and you will continue to gain throughout your life. treasure what you have in front of you, even though you know you will lose it one day. Perhaps really soon, perhaps in the far away future, treasure it when you have it and give it all the love that you can.
i've lost people whom made a difference in my life, the few people whom i have around me, yet i've gain a few more in return. i am not what you think i am, i am quite the opposite i believe. i look at myself in the mirror and i wonder, who is this person looking back at me. i listen to the wind blowing and i ask the wind, what might it be that you wish to tell me? i remember, i forgive, i forget, i let go, i hold on selfishly.
so, what am i and what am i to do? all i can do is to offer what i can in return in hopes of acceptance. i am not good at all with words, except that my heart yearns to comfort those around me. i hope to play a song of hope to reach out and touch your heart and soul. i wish to let you hear the song of the winds gently blowing past your ears, whispering softly to you.
remember, love and cherish. what you have now and what you have lost. they are all within your memories and your heart, they will never disappear unless you wish them to be so.
it has been a really long time since i've blogged using longer sentences instead of singular or short phrases as means to remind myself of things that have happened in my life and things that i should remember in my heart and mind. somehow, i feel that what i'm about to write does not come close to what i really want to say, because no matter how much i write about things, somehow, the point isn't quite there to me.
有些时候，以华文来表达自己的心声会比较容易一些些，但有时也无法把心声完全地表达出来，还有很多事情就是无法以文笔来说出来。很多事情过了，也算了。有些事情你是会遗憾终身，但也有些事情会让你一想起它就会无法停止嘴角往上移动。虽然应该做的，我们都知道应该做些什么，但是往往也就是无法完成，造成遗憾。
doesn't make much sense there doesn't it? talking with myself there and not quite making a point. there have been many losses in life, and many more to come, yet at the same time, you gain something and you will continue to gain throughout your life. treasure what you have in front of you, even though you know you will lose it one day. Perhaps really soon, perhaps in the far away future, treasure it when you have it and give it all the love that you can.
i've lost people whom made a difference in my life, the few people whom i have around me, yet i've gain a few more in return. i am not what you think i am, i am quite the opposite i believe. i look at myself in the mirror and i wonder, who is this person looking back at me. i listen to the wind blowing and i ask the wind, what might it be that you wish to tell me? i remember, i forgive, i forget, i let go, i hold on selfishly.
so, what am i and what am i to do? all i can do is to offer what i can in return in hopes of acceptance. i am not good at all with words, except that my heart yearns to comfort those around me. i hope to play a song of hope to reach out and touch your heart and soul. i wish to let you hear the song of the winds gently blowing past your ears, whispering softly to you.
remember, love and cherish. what you have now and what you have lost. they are all within your memories and your heart, they will never disappear unless you wish them to be so.
Sunday, September 9, 2007
(do not stand at my grave and weep)
Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sun on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there; I did not die.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lRnBtvjuYRg < embedding is disabled, so here's a link instead
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sun on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there; I did not die.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lRnBtvjuYRg < embedding is disabled, so here's a link instead
Saturday, September 8, 2007
ORD
congratulations to Chee Yan on his ORD!
on a sidenote, i must remember to eat a little more a little earlier before i go drinking the next time. puking ur guts out doesn't feel very nice ok?
i feel bad towards the taxi uncle.. unfortunately i was feeling so horrible that i didn't take down his license plate number or name to thank him again.
on the good side, i got to catch up on sleep. 10 hours of blissful sleep. >.<
tts all the time i can spare.
work.
on a sidenote, i must remember to eat a little more a little earlier before i go drinking the next time. puking ur guts out doesn't feel very nice ok?
i feel bad towards the taxi uncle.. unfortunately i was feeling so horrible that i didn't take down his license plate number or name to thank him again.
on the good side, i got to catch up on sleep. 10 hours of blissful sleep. >.<
tts all the time i can spare.
work.
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